Daily rantings of a schizophrenic, andhisparanoidrantingsaboutsociety(Iknowyourlistening!)

FLASH!!!! over here at cozis i didn't think anyone would now i was wrong herman and karen showed up before i got here really you could'nt recognize them. the hypno must be really kicking my ass for them to run it by me so easily.

later in the dae i left and the town seem to go a little crazy. i could'nt figure out what was going on was it somethong i was doing thyat minute o9or wearliear in the day.

shop, left, went home got mail came here (came here)

Hi mornen. Same shit different day. Kell screwed me rather brutaly. yesterday woke up left for thegym. and wo and behold i get screwed. their laying some fake lies on me and i don't even know what their about. ah the lie the lies.

I'm sure it was some thing brutally cruel

then i go to elk grove. And their brutally lieing about me there. on either occasion i don't know what happened. all this sets up for tyhe night. Where kell drinking and psychotic she kills starts raping.

what a great deal

all this after i go to the store and buy mey daughter a birthday card. that of course she's got nothing but prlm

so the sadist chick did it again. I don't know what she would of gotten hurt. but we're talken everything from a card to laying around.

big whup

she's a boob Oh yea don't send her any mony I'm not getting any of it. she's spending on her. paying off blackmails etc...
bye

Mornen Feb 7 akei at harper. slept in the poarking lot last night. As usual it was miss miss nicy nice. then violence. It's the usual. Jot sure how long i've been asleep. reading prince of tides i hear it some how relates to this. their transferein it, just give it some fuckin time. chimp off the old fuckin deal.

don't remember the weeks I've been asleep geussing been 5 weeks just a guess.

read coke book too

got fucked pretty heavily last night.

puked not much but a little
rest of the week it's supposed to be cold

advice: show the fuck up if lien it'll just prove


tom cya
oh yeah compazrison blade: opening sequence

Hi! this is my Blog

mornen here i am at the libary. 1:45.

The night : had alot of bad dreams.

they were bangen away on me. It was tuff. problems i'm totaly not aware of what kellys going through. what she's behavibng like? what she says? whats going on? it's the whole mr white complex. it's fucken me over

their doing a better job.

On top of that i'm not sure whats having an impact and what isn't.

I think basicaky their just fucking with the food.

i don't know what the point is.

I could tell you whats in it , but it's a little scary.


so I'm sitting here at the libary. it's the schaumburg one. a bunch of asians ba (whites) and whitwe people asre here. showing the worst part of thier respective races. Wh ich io'm sure , no doubt , their so proud of. It's theat samwe kind of irony thaty prevades this town lecture on bad language then have you dubbed over using the bad language we're comen up.

lecture against racism and race. but racism never been so much a big problem( I'm surrounded by a multitude of races here who hate every ofther respective races here. It's prevalent.

lectrure against tom and how he acts when there acting 20 times worse right now.

everything from thje trojan horse of famioly values,k (while they abuse kids) to ----- honesty.

THese guys with a moral headlock on the truth are just like everyone else withj a moral headlock ibn the truth. Totaly ---!@#$^&%$#

they cant hear a

well thats it.

stay tuned
(focus on the car)
lance

mornen seems like they zapped me again. Don't know how long i was asleep. pretty wipped out though. Libary is sparsly packed. hardly anybody here. a few warfrenittes etc. wwent to post office. Kids fucked me. Oh Yeah And i gotta big dick. Tee hee. Any way woke up last night 1200am. wnet bakc to bed. If you want you can write in the nerxt few days tell me what you think. I'm sure you won't ut hey..

Nuthin much else going on. Talk to you later.

lance
gtg

Mornen It's me tom dec 7 200?.

Been sleeping in the car since sunda rea;;y been sleeping in the car since or on the lawn since june. and moved out of my house sunday. we're getting some freezing weather it was six below last night. maybe colder.

The rea ction of the town that i've moved out seems top be a little - non reaction. Most of the places i go they seem to be upset. not at what i'm going through but at me (huh?)

Some tyhings i'[ve been saying:

No Riots! (i haven't mentioned anything about violence in i don't know how long (it's been a real long time) most of its made up. Its not that i'm against violence. But i'm sure if i was... I'd have sme different solutions (thy're making this shit up.)

it's gotten real silly

do it with love

love is what it's about. Love isn't an extention of charity . Charities an extention of love. jesus'es etc... I've been recomending kell to listen to beatles tunes lately.

love is the basic message. nNo it isn't easy. but what the hey neither is.


anyway i'm sleeping in the car a subaru
it's not that bad. I can't complain. except as i usually do

tlk to yu later
lance


FOllow up

it's 8:26

at the libary again

Possibly some one stole my xcd plasyer. I migfht of just left it in the car. I'll keep looking.

You know looking around io can't help but be a little upset at these people. Fuck their standing rightr there. If it was me. I'd say "hi my name is tom what's yours?" and totally defuse the entire situation maybe i would even offer to keep him in my house for a couple of days [a few years ago anyway] any threats or anything? i'd say fuck it! these fucking weak people. As usual it's usualy the fucki... ahhh fuck it.

I think debbie said what would jesus do? i don't think thats the relevant copmparision. becuase first of all he's a god. How am i gonna feed a thousand fishes tyo people. I have no idea how to ... gto that image. and secondly we should not be in the business of comparing ourselves to god.

If Anything I lioke What Would John Denver Do or wwjdd. TYhere was an average guy who was really a person and a little easier. Ireally can't see the charachter John Denver played. Thinkiing this was a legitamate action for people.

hey it's not great but i think it's a lot more legitamate then wwjd. I wish people would of brought this up a while ago.

wwjd is not proper in my mind. Shows the folly of man.

wwjdd is a little healthier.

Thats
lance
out

Mornen It's me tom dec 7 200?.

Been sleeping in the car since sunda rea;;y been sleeping in the car since or on the lawn since june. and moved out of my house sunday. we're getting some freezing weather it was six below last night. maybe colder.

The rea ction of the town that i've moved out seems top be a little - non reaction. Most of the places i go they seem to be upset. not at what i'm going through but at me (huh?)

Some tyhings i'[ve been saying:

No Riots! (i haven't mentioned anything about violence in i don't know how long (it's been a real long time) most of its made up. Its not that i'm against violence. But i'm sure if i was... I'd have sme different solutions (thy're making this shit up.)

it's gotten real silly

do it with love

love is what it's about. Love isn't an extention of charity . Charities an extention of love. jesus'es etc... I've been recomending kell to listen to beatles tunes lately.

love is the basic message. nNo it isn't easy. but what the hey neither is.

and having a sense of humour [your funny]

anyway i'm sleeping in the car a subaru
it's not that bad. I can't complain. except as i usually do

tlk to yu later
lance

Mornen being fucked iunaware whats goin on probablky moire unaware then i realize. Don't hate anyone but i'm a littlew upset. I'm just expecting lety down after let down. fuck. kjell tyells me it's prettyn bad i don ';t knoiwn hoiw or what she won';t mntell me. so . fuck it rightnb now shje's yelling atg m,e telling me that i being mean.. what the fucvk!. itenary fior tiday p0roobabloy sit at ho mme. not getting anby job. fucken the newspaper didn';t hanbe anyn bjob liustings and we're ta,llking for the entire cituy , about a 100. THis is no way it fucken stupid stup[id is as stupid does i heard when i awhile back and reqally where just followinbg up stupidity with stup[idiyty. This is going to be tuff don';t think theor jusrt going to l,et us win. fuck. i've never seen so many peoiplke open there mouths and doi nothinmg. fuck it. all these perople are soitting on their asss. so go ahead take alook tell sopme body nneighbors etc. the oinly way your goinna know nwhats going on is ton nbe there.

pray thasrt t kell and guy don't talkt o each orther nmo concessions etc

prayu the rosary but ndo the right oine fucken
I'm getting brow beat

for bad people to win all that good peoplke have to mdo is northing

trhats it [pray fore kells comnversion in christ
lance

Mornen 1pm home lies today

goin to park or caribou now

build a dike

AT HOME 500pm
make your onw newspaper, not neccessarily boiut me but do it

car standing outside as i left resteraunt

car

car

car

spanish women in fornt of me

people behind me atg barnes and noble. nothing g r r a s said

mexican guy behind me\

mexican guy behind me

bitch standing next to window

bitcch laffing here ass off

womenm waiting for me at stoplight next to church

cop

man next to me on top of the hill

mexican family up on hill. alot of thewse guys follow me around. nothing g.,r.r.a.s. said, . Thew mexicans seem to like going where i go.. I was there reading. the fasmily talking in mexican was laffing most of the time.

families up on hill

women with dog

last of the hilkl shots

liscense

reflection]

old people power walking

ovie

starbucks

starbucks

guys lookin over people

guy seemed like jerk next to me

store by whgere i was sitting

women

women

interview

man

custpmers

customers

customers

customers

customers

kid anorexic

mother and kid

littl kid mine anorexic

girl and guy 1:20pm

guy and bitch

]caribou

last guy at caribiu

KIds? why don't ypou wonder ther streets of the nw suburbs and photo gra[pog mercuril cuirdad liscxense plates see what they got and what thery're goingh to show. it should be intersting.

III

license

my kids at orthopedic.i xcoiunte about 4-5 kjids (mine). thjre l;ady cancelled my appopointment. that i made a week earliier pissed me off

my kids at orthopedic place

license

park